PW'S OFF THE LIST!
sang at` @ 4:02 PMThursday, November 09, 2006
omg omg omg im soooooooooo glad its over!!!!! can u feel my joy?? its like, CHINESE & PW (all the heavy weights) are done. and i can imagine next yr to be alot more relaxing! atleast it isnt gonna b THAT hectic if u get wad i mean.
think my grp's overall presentation was good =)) our hard work paid off yeah?
thanks to my dearest grp mates for everything despite some hiccups we faced here and there. minor still. i think the overall combi of mates in my grp turned out really well. rach & deb are the ultimate siao ones. while im the most serious,zen & mindy is pretty in btw. and rach excellent eng has helped us much for all the thousand words proposals.not forgetting mindy's 'constantly top-the-class- GP ' :))
nonetheless,i wont miss PW (HAHA)
but i'll miss working with u guys
digressing,i WAS mad at my mum for literally dragging me to go to this mini temple cum HDB to pray. cos its guan yin's bday & im her goddaughter (that wasnt even my choice) sighs. and furthermore i was sleeping & she didnt feel apologetic at all.
Its pretty weird, coz ive been debating quite alot this yr abt my religion abt wad i choose to believe,abt wads true & not.i dont know, the more i get myself thinking the more confuse i become.ive got a 101 questions up there & i guess no one can give me a satisfied ans. rach & mindy been preaching to me during PW sessions (lol),bcoz im sucha confuse soul.. but the bottomline of everything is that i shldnt think so much and place so much doubts,but just trust in the Lord and believe him arghhhhh howwwww?!
and ive been procrastinating alot. esp when it comes to church. i havent thought of stepping into one again since my last trip at FCBC. why? bcoz that trip woke me up & i realise ive backslided so many times (too many to be counted) bcoz i wasnt ready.... and as the days went by, when i think to myself the whys & hows,i find myself slowly prefering the other path which is to stay 'religion free'.
sighs this was never wad i wanted.